Negative Creative Monster

What stops me from being creative? My negative mindset. I see work from talented people and, I stop and think, "no one cares what I make."; or even worse is when I get jealous and think, "that work isn't even that good." Then for a year, I get bothered by these thoughts and post nothing at all for months. Inspired by this one good thought in the sea of negativity, I made this illustration to release my negative creative energy, as monstrous as I make it out to be. That being said, I think everyone has a negative creative monster, what does your's look like?